I want to retire. This is what goes round and round my head whenever I feel stress on my job. And yes..I do have stress sometimes dealing with my job. I believe every job has the same problem. Also, every time I feel like NOT doing anything (with the Lazy Song backing me up) I keep comparing myself with 'lucky people'. Hear me, they are the people who DOESN'T - NEED - TO - WORK - THEIR - LIFE - OFF. It want a life which I don't need to worry much about...anything except this - Where to have my breakfast/lunch/dinner.
Please enlighten me more.
I used to have this mindset my Dad planted in my head that everyone, everybody have to work in order to enjoy good life. Good life as in like what my Dad have now. Good job, good pay, everything's good. Though it's tough, but at least he's enjoying what he's doing. Because these.... 'these' is his passion. He love it and he still loves doing it after more than 20 years. After all the ups and downs he went through.
On the other hand, I admit that I envy them. Those who doesn't need to work and support themselves (the least). They have someone else to feed them, pamper them, take care of them, literally do everything for them. I don't know how they make people do that for them so I keep telling myself that they use either black magic or they're plain-fucking-good looking. I envy those uncles and aunties who drive posh cars. I envy people who drive my dream car. I envy those who can dine at well-known restaurants every single day. How great it would be if someone could give me that kinda life? *hinting*
I want to stay here forever.
Example, being full time mum ain't easy nowadays. They DON'T do the dirty job themselves of course but rather, plan the housework. They plan for the MAIDS to get them done. Yeah. Maids are the best selling mums in this new era. You can call them the 'real mum'. The not-so-real mum...? They're busy too...or i believe so. They have manicures to do, pedicures, saloon appointments, yum cha sessions, gossiping sessions, facial appointments, shopping time, angry bird time, maybe party here and there a.k.a socialite life. So yeah, they ARE indeed busy full time mums. I wonder what stress will they encounter..what dress to wear every dinner?
For now, I'm pretty sure...as pretty as 94.5% that it won't happen to me. There are a lot of things that I need, a lot of things that I want. Yet I have no one to ask them from. I have to work for it. It's ironic when my brain is repeating "Good things don't come easy" but then I see other people just stretch out their hands and things just fall onto them. How unfair..! Ask and you'll be given - from a Bible verse. It applies to only a certain group of human being and obviously I don't fall into that group! Why? Oh why that when I ask all I get is "Work it out yourself" ?
Life is unfair. Yeah right. Is that the ONLY excuse I can think of? Maybe..just to make me feel better. But it doesn't last long. Another excuse? There are people who live much shitty life then me. Huhk..so are they comparing their lives to mine? Well consider we're on the same boat since we have the same perception on "Life is unfair".
Oh well. At least I can write this out. A way to de-stress and stop the self arguments in my head for awhile now.
Holla! Am back from Port Dickson getaway! Hmm.. for my personal view..PD is a boring place to have a getaway. I don't know why people go there but for me it's boring. Thank goodness I have my friends are with me. Managed to go through the night with them. Hooray! ✌
Well we kinda planned this trip just 2 weeks before..consider it spontaneous with the bookings, who drives and what to do in PD. One of the reason is the Drama Queen came back from UK with her not-so-ang moh-bf =___=
✩The companion #1
✩The companion #2
✩When we're not the driver..
✩Okay..those two behind are ke-leh-fehs.
✩The braces team. HA HA.
We arrived at our destination around 3pm and we checked into our not-so-pre"y-hotel, Glory Beach Hotel. I must say it doesn't worth the price. Maybe for you guys who wants a budget hotel, ok. But I was expecting a relaxing getaway so...three words ☛ tsk tsk tsk
✩The toothless team. wtf so many teams =__=
Snapped a couple of pictures and we went out to look for fun.
✩This is just an act. Desperate to drive XD
All 6 of us squeezed into a car (haha skinny nyerr!) We found this pasar malam, started very early, around 4pm and we went there just to get some lekors. Lots of flies on it buy we bought the freshly fried ones..so it was acceptable. But the taste was very much different. Lack of that 'fishy' smell and feel. Meeehk~
Of course there's a lot of other food in that pasar malam but we weren't interested in them. Hahk! Then we bought some groceries from one of the superstores, Billion supermarket. One shocking impression we got was THERE WERE TONS OF FLIES IN THERE!!!!!!! >.< I don't know why but one thing I realized in PD especially this supermarket is there were tons of flies flying around. Even the hotels as well! It's ever disgusting and *no further comments* ☠
✩Can you SEE them?!
Went off right after we got our groceries. That place was too gross that we can't stay any longer =__= Then we scout of for the beach for a 'lil fun but i guess we kinda phail-ed cause the beach we went was Teluk Kemang. It was okay but...maybe I had high expectations on the beaches so I can't really say it's NOT PRETTY.
While looking for Teluk Kemang. . . . .
✩My date for the weekend!
✩Cool? or Cooooooooool~?
♪♬♫♪♬Reached Teluk Kemang and it was quite happening with a mini concert, water sports activities and food stalls around the beach.
Meet Puss in Boots. ☺
✩Meet Brown Beauty. Muahaha!
✩Selamat datang! >.<*
✩One of my favorite picture from the trip.
After a walk it was already dinner time! Went to a seafood restaurant to have "awesome" meal!
Seaview Seafood Restaurant. I think they changed the name to Chardin Seaview.
While waiting for our food patiently,
✩20 mins before sunset.
Done with waiting! *sluuuuurps*
✩Minced meat with tofu.
✩Crab cooked with salty egg. I prefer the outer part then the flesh =__=
✩Kung po chicken
✩Steam fish. Not fresh and it smells so much. *ueek*
✩5 mins before the sun totally set down.
Comments about the food ☞ *frown* You get what I mean? How the hell does a seafood restaurant serves such bad seafood?! The fish..! OU AM GEE was not fresh! The vegs were not fresh as well! Crab was over-cooked. Tofu was okay.. can't complain much cause they don't serve pork. I'm certainly NOT SATISFIED with this meal. And it doesn't worth the price at all!
Next, we went for a walk in Legend Water Chalet and we fell in love with the place! We quickly asked if there's any room available and all we got was a disappointment. Anyways, we continued our walk and imagined we were staying in the chalet *desperado* And when we had enough, we bought a pack of poker cards and played a few rounds in our room. Hahaha! I was paying attention to the movie in the tv more than the game :p
✩Holla! Good morning!! XD
✩What we did with our breakfast. =__=
✩A walk on the beach
✩The idiot gang.
The best shot we got. ☼
✩Hey dear, are you a hare or a rabbit? o_O
✩So, it was sunny!
Overall, I don't fancy Port Dickson. But since I was with friends then fine..I give credit to that. Having friends around is always always always fun.. no matter how boring a place is. You'll have the same fun with awesome people. That is all you need to have real FUN.
Despite the bad food, bad accommodation and disappointed beach side, we still had our fun ☺. And more pictures on the next post. Haha! See ya soon!